Firsts

There are a lot of "firsts" that Sabrina and I have to deal with.
"First walk without Phoebe"
"First trip to the cabin without Phoebe"
"First visit to Henry's house without Phoebe"
"First haircut without Phoebe"
"First trip to the drive-thru without Phoebe"
"First day Sabrina has to be home alone without Phoebe"

Each one of these "firsts" have made me sick to my tummy.

Tomorrow is the "first haircut without Phoebe"

I'm worried how Sabrina will react. She's never gone by herself and I'm afraid that my depressed "energy" (as Cesar would say) will make things even worse for her.

*sigh*

I miss my Phoebe.