sadness

Last night I was outside with Sabrina and a wave of overwhelming sadness came over me because I wished Phoebe was with us. I was looking down at Sabrina and wanted to see a white poodle with me too.

It's very rare that I feel sadness when I think of Phoebe. Most of the time, when I think of her, I smile. I miss her every day, but I know she is in a better place with no more pain or suffering.

I talked to Phoebe last night and asked her to visit me in my dreams. I don't remember my dreams from last night, but I hope she stopped by. :o)